I know people can receive healing and release and encouragement from hearing of another's journey to healing...here is mine. May you know that other's have gone before you. May you never be afraid to ask why and always remember that God wants to hear from you...even if it is your shouts of cursing or your shouts of love.
Monday, February 22, 2010
She said Cinderella...
It was beautiful...but I don't think she knew what it meant to me. We were walking around the mall and I stepped into the Disney store thinking about the two little people in my home who crave all things Disney. Rebecca walked in and said, "You know, I feel like Cinderella (because of what happened this week)." She went from doing all the chore and being depressed to having a life and a say in what happens in that life. I literally had to hold back the tears my heart was bursting forth! It was as if my little Maddie had said, "Mommy, I am a princess!". All these years...all this time and my baby sister finally feels like the princess she was always meant to be. She even mentioned her own wedding and making it a Cinderella wedding. Weeks ago my mother told her she would never get married because she was too ugly...now she dreams! Beauty in it most precious form... I was blessed by another thing my sister said. We talked about Mikaila and Rebecca was expressing a lot of worry about Mikaila being upset that she'd moved. She didn't want Mikaila to think she was angry at her. I inquired further and Rebecca mentioned how much she cared for Mikaila because she "was the one who raised her". I always felt that way towards all four of the kids. In recent months, after the things my brother had done were revealed, I have felt like I hadn't been as much a part of their lives as I had thought. I obviously hadn't protected them like I thought. I may have been the "whipping boy" so-to-speak but other things were happening. Anyway, when Rebecca mentioned she had the same connection with Mikaila...I guess I felt validated. I just needed that...thank the Lord!
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