Hello ladies! I promise to blog soon...been a long month. I wanted to wish the moms (and even the teachers) out there a blessed Mother's Day!
I am so proud of myself for being able to saturate myself in the joy of being a mother on mother's day. My past...and my mother...would desire to make me feel bitter or guilty tomorrow but that won't happen. I have no regrets inside of me for where my relationship (or lack of) is with my mother. I have come as close to her as I felt safe in doing and protected my children in the meantime. I don't really miss her. Sad, I know but I don't feel the loss anymore. The ladies reading this have filled my mother void...and I am deeply grateful.
On a lighter note, there may be one regret I have in the "dealings" with my mother...I never got her macaroni and cheese recipe. I could kick myself for that...it was delish!!!